March 2011
sometimes i think about how much i fear
getting old.
not only physically, but mentally.
i fear forgetting everything and everyone that ever helped me shape my life and who i am,
and got me that far.
you can't be anyone else's 'sunshine'
until you make yourself happy when skies are grey.
lydia-"hospital"
“So I’ve been sleeping with this silence in my mind And all I see scares me And no one knows it, but she, she saved me So I’ve been sleeping with this silence in my brain Awakening here everyday in this god damn place I won’t wait here anymore It’s still not quite the way it was But you promised me this is love to stay Watch the hospital that’s Just...
“it’s amazing all the things you said about us its amazing and true and it’s amazing …that i can still sing this song so simply about you because after all it is just one of those things because after all it is just one of those things and it’s amazing how i can still sing this song so simply about you.”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUhc8D7pQlQ →
sounds kind’of stalkerish,
but it’s always been one of my favourite songs, and it seems to hit me hard emotionally.
oh, memories.
“Eh sometimes I wonder if being funny is worth it.”
‘depends on who you’re trying to make laugh.’
